Tired

I am tired, drained, fustrated.
My family can be over sensitive.
My sister for starters. Oh boy where should I start. She has issuses!
She blames my mom for everything wrong with her and her life and talks bad about her as soon as the chance is given!
Lazy, sleeps all day and is obsessed with a online game called second life.

My mom, i love her to the moon and back. But I know im not her favorite and I will never be. Not only do I know but sometimes she makes it known. I do everything she asks no problem. But the one time i got upset about watching my uncle once! she got all hurt about it and became a drama queen. I apologised right away but she drug it out.

Last night we had to put my kittty down (the one who lived at the office) was so sad. Yes i sobbed tremendously! He started having tremors and had unexpected aggression , drooling and panting. His blood work was perfect. I wish I knew what was wrong so we could have helped him. I miss him so much already.

On a brighter note! Tomorrow is a semi family reunion! My cousin is having a baby shower and I am getting my lazy ass up and going!!!

 

Baby Showers

My good friend who watches my kids a lot, is pregnate with her 4th child.  She is having another boy.  Some of our friends planned a Baby Shower for her today.  Yummy food was served.  There is one lady who seriously is the best cook I have ever met, and every thing she makes tastes soooo yummy.  SERIOUSLY Yummy food.  Today's Baby Shower was over the top with treats.  She made these things called Meltaways.  SOOOOO FREAkING good!

Check out this Blog that shared a receipe! I Sooooo need to make these for myself...and not share them with anyone!

~Honeybee *Buzz*

Moutian tops.

Ive finally reached the top of this moutian i have been climbing.
Car is working work has been good and finally had a date night /late night with my husband.
Its something people go out on friday nights and drink alcohol possible get drunk and have
a "good time." Not us. Our "good time" was unlimited rootbeer floats and appetizers!
Then a late night scary movie. Only thing that ruined it was the ghetto people yelling at the movie screen. I thought It only happened in movies! haha
RIght now im all cozied up in a warm soft robe and belly full! watching my kitten on her adventure thru my apartment!

Lemon D

Changes 2012

A lot has gone down since I last wrote. Great changes. None I can speak of.
Ive changed a lot tho.
I know what I want more and I am closer with God. I have become a youtube junkie
and I am getting ready to start my own channel. To vlog and what not. See where that can take me.
Work has been going badly. The people that I work for have become very shady and it feels as tho there more in it for the money then the compassion of the animal. All I hear is blood work and X-rays.

I have become a better mom. I have more patients. I spend more time with her. I am still working on our relationship that is for sure. She is growing so fast and becoming so smart. I homeschool her still and she loves learning.
My marriage is good. Him and I are happy and finding ways to keep each other happy as we should. We are learning that communication is what we were lacking and now that is all said and done we are making it work. In fact little secret we are trying for another baby =^.^=

His family we no longer keep in touch with . We are finally starting our own holiday traditions. Which I have always dreamed of doing. However it saddens me that none of his family call to talk to my daughter to see if they can take her for the day to spend time with her or anything like that.

Currently our car is having issues so I have to ride my bike to work and back. I even ride home on my lunch. I love seeing my family I love the little that I have and cherish them very much. We finally got a kitten! so far she's working out great! My life is close to being complete now hehe.
I can honestly say I am happy . I just pray that the holidays don't disappoint me like they do every year
I have so much motivation to cook dinner and use the crap out of my crockpot! so if anyone has recipes they would love to share please do!



Lemondrop =^.^=

Best Friends

LemonD you are always here.  Just like how Diana was for Anne.  Thanks for being patient with me, lifting me up.  You have a "Kindered Spirit".

Love you!!!

~Honey B *Buzz*

But most of all...

I luv you LemonD.  I am blessed having you in my life. 
~HoneyB  *Buzzz*