Tired

I am tired, drained, fustrated.
My family can be over sensitive.
My sister for starters. Oh boy where should I start. She has issuses!
She blames my mom for everything wrong with her and her life and talks bad about her as soon as the chance is given!
Lazy, sleeps all day and is obsessed with a online game called second life.

My mom, i love her to the moon and back. But I know im not her favorite and I will never be. Not only do I know but sometimes she makes it known. I do everything she asks no problem. But the one time i got upset about watching my uncle once! she got all hurt about it and became a drama queen. I apologised right away but she drug it out.

Last night we had to put my kittty down (the one who lived at the office) was so sad. Yes i sobbed tremendously! He started having tremors and had unexpected aggression , drooling and panting. His blood work was perfect. I wish I knew what was wrong so we could have helped him. I miss him so much already.

On a brighter note! Tomorrow is a semi family reunion! My cousin is having a baby shower and I am getting my lazy ass up and going!!!

 

Homemade Mini Pizzas

Cresent rolls opened and layed out in triangles.
Spagetti sause spread on the triangle cresent roll dough
Top with cheese, olives, mushrooms, and pepperoni

VERY YUMMY!  Simple and something the kids can help with too.

~honeybee *buzz*

CAN you all just SEE?

It has offically begun.  My son has gotten in trouble at school for saying some verbally mean things to another boy in his gym class and was sent to the principals office. 

I am frustrated and disappointed.  I am angry and sad.  I have spent the last 24 hours crying, talking about my feelings with friends, and family.  Nothing seems to make me feel better. And just to make myself clear, I am not having all these feels towards my son's behavior but rather with how the teachers have dealt with the situations.

Flashbacks of what kindergarten was like has sweep through  my mind and all I want to do is scream at the teachers at school and the principal about  my frustrations.  No one seems to respect my son's boundries. Instead of giving him what he is seeking in each classroom setting, the adults that are responsible to teach him refuse to help. I am the one  they punish by calling me into thier offices and pointing out that he is not getting along with a certain child in class. 

I feel the need to stand up for my son, be his advicate and explain to others that he has "space/boundries" issues. He does not like to be touched by some people.  He diserves to be heard and others should respect his boundires.   Yet no one at school seems to see that.

I wish that others could just see that he is not doing the things he does because he wants attention or to truely be mean.  He does and says the things he does because he feels no one hears him or reads his body language about how he feels about certain students in classes.  I know for a fact that there is other students in his classes that have issues of physical boundries and have been all over my son rough housing and yet after being told or reminded are not sent to the principal's office for their behavior.  And I also know that my son can play nicely with other kids, yet there is a few in each class that he has a hard time sitting next to or being required to play with.  I just wish that the teachers would be sensitive to my son's needs like they are of others, and allow him the opportunity to not be paired up with these other kids.

When you have a child that is labled a bully it is just as hard as the parent of the child that is being bulled.  Specially if your son has developmental issues for his behavior.  And the school is not willing to help him succeed.

~HoneyBee

Baby Showers

My good friend who watches my kids a lot, is pregnate with her 4th child.  She is having another boy.  Some of our friends planned a Baby Shower for her today.  Yummy food was served.  There is one lady who seriously is the best cook I have ever met, and every thing she makes tastes soooo yummy.  SERIOUSLY Yummy food.  Today's Baby Shower was over the top with treats.  She made these things called Meltaways.  SOOOOO FREAkING good!

Check out this Blog that shared a receipe! I Sooooo need to make these for myself...and not share them with anyone!

~Honeybee *Buzz*

Moutian tops.

Ive finally reached the top of this moutian i have been climbing.
Car is working work has been good and finally had a date night /late night with my husband.
Its something people go out on friday nights and drink alcohol possible get drunk and have
a "good time." Not us. Our "good time" was unlimited rootbeer floats and appetizers!
Then a late night scary movie. Only thing that ruined it was the ghetto people yelling at the movie screen. I thought It only happened in movies! haha
RIght now im all cozied up in a warm soft robe and belly full! watching my kitten on her adventure thru my apartment!

Lemon D